things are going to change

im going to make something of my life
it's not to late
going back to school in the spring
saving money
going to move out on my own and get out of my parents house
im really excited to see where this takes me

but i control my life
i have to do what is right for me
and it's going to be hard and not easy
but i need to get out of my comfort zone

living situation??

my mom came in a just told me that there not going to be able to afford the house note this month and that im going to have to find somewhere else to live. i haven't paid rent most of the month, because i have been paying kirby's dad back for buying my plane ticket for california. i bring home around $270 each week and $60 each week goes to paying rent, and my parents look for that each week, because our house note is very high, due to the fact that the city of olive branch put a extra 1,500 dollars on our house note and everyone living on my street because there is a ditch in the back and it is in a "flood zone". my parents have be keeping to themselves lately and it's been really wierd. they keep hinting about them 2 moving back to our old house in byhalia. my mom thought that me moving back last summer was only going to be temporary but a year later im still here, my brother moved backed 2 months after i did, and now he doesn't have a job, and no money and he hasn't paid rent in a very long time. he was suppose to be out of the house at the end of june but he is still here doing nothing. i go to work everyday and i pay rent every week and when i have other bills and i can't pay it, my parents understand and expect it the next week. i don't know when this is all going to go down, i gotta figure something out soon.

im lucky

to have amazing friends
they know who they are!


california in less than 2 weeks for sound and fury!!!



I HAVE TO MARRY EITHER OF THESE 2 WOMEN!!







LIFE IS GOOD!!!

it amazes me

im 23
where is my life headed?
im the only one that controls that

here's to the future!

harry potter

For some odd reason, i never really got into harry potter at all. After 5 movies came out i finally went to see the new one. Needless to say it caught my attention and was very good!

she also caught my attention too



salutations

sundays

i haven't been on in a week or so...
my 4th was amazing, spent it with awesome people and had a wonderful time
pics will be posted!!


i HATE sundays with a passion, they are a day of recollecting your thoughts and feelings, and i hate that. i sit at home and think about the fun i had and it makes me sad (for some odd reason) i want to be doing something constantly and i feel alone and it sucks.

im like this every sunday and luckliy the past few sundays have been filled with hangouts and shows and it's been alright

i don't know why i do this.... maybe i need a girl in my life so i can focus my attention on that!

im lost

RANDOM THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD!!

GOODNIGHT!